Today,I am in a mood to talk about the most fascinating subject through the ages....Somebody may find it borring but its our childhood dream to find our soulmate..our prince charming....
when i was a young soul...movies were a big NO for me..parents were strict..but after a certain age we all have smelled the fragrance of love[with the help of DDLJ..... THNX KARAN JOHAR]...better to call it the ''infatuation''..
I have thought that it might be love..the serenity of ganges..the walk together...the long chats and study hours claiming that we are studying....!!! that time i thought that life is here...heavon is under my feet ..i can almost see my future...
But..the tragedy lied within...the dream was broken so badly that i hated being what i am...life was painful,surroundings were changed,lost many friends...when i have realised all these..it was too late...I was alone...I have cursed myself..cried...wanted to be petrified...
But later i have found that everything happens for our own good...every cloud defintely has the silver line...came to know a person who is almost like me..thinks like me...[but yes ..definitely not talkative as i am] but yes...he changed myself..the views..he made me feel to love myself...helped me to fly..to reach my dreams...but i have ignored my feelings that it was love...love to feel..love for happiness..i was happy coz he was happy...i was happy when he was with me doing nothing but sitting together....talking about life...love etc etc...
The tragedy happened again...Have lost him for a reason...but till then i came to know that i love him...i care for him...and i can be alone if he wants me to do so....cried..lost...broken down...
after some months..the dream day came..i told him about me...i knew that he cant love me but suddenly everything changed....almost perfect everything..and yes..now i am living in my dreams truly....no complains no demands.... :) nobody could be so perfect than he is...touchwood....i am living a life almost after 2 and a half years....i think that i have found my dream.....
YOU ARE MY DREAM,MY LOVE,MY LIFE...
I JUST WANNA SPEND MY LIFE WITH U...
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKES ME SMILE
I JUST WANNA SPEND MY LIFE WITH YOU.....
this is for u..i hope u would not mind.....
p.s I love you......
friends.....i think u all know about this....but....
ReplyDeleter jar jnno lekha....seo jano cmnt kore...
ReplyDeletese abossai comment korbe,, eto osadharon lekha pore comment kortei hobe... alpa u have shown ur class,, shown why u r so speciall and so different from others to have a man like him.... carry on my frnd... we all love u.. never feel lonely...
ReplyDeleteei j hirak...special er splng eta...okay...
ReplyDeleteyou proved to be nothing short of being my everything...love you too sweetheart....:)
ReplyDeletei was jst waiting for ur cmnt avik....love u more than nything.... :)
ReplyDeleteIsssssssss!!! Feeling jelous :)
ReplyDeleteachhha... Avik ful dile tui erokom lojja pas??? Tao akta holud rang er ful.. lal golap o na...
ReplyDelete@ruchira...jealous kano????flower is flower..setay flngs thakte hoy/..lal golap hote hobe tar kono mane nei!
ReplyDeletebaba,eder majhe ami r ki bolibo????????ami to sishuuuuuuuuuuu...
ReplyDeletebut ei je sweetheart..m sitting alone..amar je ki hobe??(first li9 ta chandrabindur theke r 2nd ta bhumir theke nirlojjer moto jharlam..)
ReplyDelete@Honey... cheye achi potho cheye faguner o gaan geye...
ReplyDelete@Alpa.. ato sundor akta prem kahini dekhe hinse hobe na???
@ruchira ...na hingsaha koris na....coz u r my best frnd...i l pray jate tui o peye jas..@honey tumi jodi sishu hao tahole amra ki??????????
ReplyDeleteHoney ta lucho churi khelte ostad.
ReplyDeleteami abar lukochuri khellam kar sathe re??:O
ReplyDeletehehehehe..ruchi abar lukochuri nie chole elo!!!! ami kothay eka bose cholabhaja khacchi..r tui amay tana marchis?? :(
r cholabhaja khas na.....ebar hawa i milie jabi.,,,
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