Sunday, May 16, 2010

FRIENDS FOREVER....




bondhutto ki hiseb kore hoy naki bhebe chinte j e amar ei kodin i bondhu thakbe....NO NO NO NO....friendship ta tokhon i hoy jokhon ta hiseb na kore kono somoy die na bendhe manage kora jay...haan bolle haan r na bolle na bola jay...!!isn't it???

first ami madhupana ruchira r debdutta...friendship ta bivinno somoy poripokko hoeche..those who dont know...madhuparna r debodutta amar sobcheye purono bondhuder moddhe onyotomo..ruchira r ektu por entry marleo or provab ektu beshi...[dnt get angry yaar!!]
ki likhbo tao bhebe likhte bboshini..jst bhablam sobai ke nie kichu likhi..byas....
chotobalar adda y wall magazine nibedita asor r sports ebong JHOGRA praddhano peleo akhon amra to r choto noi....!!tai akhon amra bhalo achi..bencheborte guti guti paye bondhutter rojot joyontir dike egocchi.....egobo o ..tai to re pagli somitir sodosyora!!??take care..keep rocking like this....

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

akta mon kharaper dupur....

accha mon kharap kano hoy??dnt know...special kono karon defintely sobsomoy thake na...tobuo mon kharap hoy..r mon kharap er megh ta ak fue urie dite gele paglami korte hoy..kokhono kokhono sei paglami r idea tao paina..tokhon!!

mon kharaper dupur r paglami r ami..
swopno dekhte bhule jawa onno akta ami..
tukro smritir patar vetor puchke akta kham

j kham urie day mon kharaper jam....


i knw aj khub kharap likhlam..but mon kharap orate eta i aj bhorsha... :)

Monday, May 3, 2010

The Story Of My Love....


Today,I am in a mood to talk about the most fascinating subject through the ages....Somebody may find it borring but its our childhood dream to find our soulmate..our prince charming....


when i was a young soul...movies were a big NO for me..parents were strict..but after a certain age we all have smelled the fragrance of love[with the help of DDLJ..... THNX KARAN JOHAR]...better to call it the ''infatuation''..


I have thought that it might be love..the serenity of ganges..the walk together...the long chats and study hours claiming that we are studying....!!! that time i thought that life is here...heavon is under my feet ..i can almost see my future...


But..the tragedy lied within...the dream was broken so badly that i hated being what i am...life was painful,surroundings were changed,lost many friends...when i have realised all these..it was too late...I was alone...I have cursed myself..cried...wanted to be petrified...


But later i have found that everything happens for our own good...every cloud defintely has the silver line...came to know a person who is almost like me..thinks like me...[but yes ..definitely not talkative as i am] but yes...he changed myself..the views..he made me feel to love myself...helped me to fly..to reach my dreams...but i have ignored my feelings that it was love...love to feel..love for happiness..i was happy coz he was happy...i was happy when he was with me doing nothing but sitting together....talking about life...love etc etc...


The tragedy happened again...Have lost him for a reason...but till then i came to know that i love him...i care for him...and i can be alone if he wants me to do so....cried..lost...broken down...


after some months..the dream day came..i told him about me...i knew that he cant love me but suddenly everything changed....almost perfect everything..and yes..now i am living in my dreams truly....no complains no demands.... :) nobody could be so perfect than he is...touchwood....i am living a life almost after 2 and a half years....i think that i have found my dream.....


YOU ARE MY DREAM,MY LOVE,MY LIFE...

I JUST WANNA SPEND MY LIFE WITH U...

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKES ME SMILE

I JUST WANNA SPEND MY LIFE WITH YOU.....




this is for u..i hope u would not mind.....



p.s I love you......

Let Me Fly Away.....

when the first call came up i was happy...dancing with joy... bt as the day passed by,i was more and more panicked...was busy thinking what to say or what not to...bt ended up doing nothing..the wednesday ultimately was near of my way,then i realised that it was my dreams,it was my ambition,u can call it my passion too..so this time i have to do something..something that is different and unique in its own way!!

my entry to radion one was almost perfect just i have lost the way and have to find the way for a long time..but when i entered to the studio...felt like i m gonna die here..nobody will come to my rescue!!but everything was almost perfect..i laughed,i talked,i sang....everybody present there was cheering me...but i was very panicked that what other will tell me..how would they judge me??

the saturday.....i heard the first promo..just had the feelings that i can..i can do this...i cant kill my passion so easily....friends were happy and my mom...granny they were actually feeling great for me..and last but not the least i was exited all along....


today was the day...the 11 am.....the first song..the first link....and the first reactions.,...i just loved it...i dont know i am so good or not..but it was the day when i feel that i am no less than any other..i am a little special.......loved the day..loved my wings.....felt like a bird...kudos to my mentors....i just love everything....